Aku Paling tidak SUKA orang merokok dalam rumah aku!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Im damn pissed off rite now..nang benci gila babi...datang rumah orang x malu2 nak merokok..tangga la dolok orang lain merokok x dlm rumah...dahla guna barang dalam rumah orang mcm rumah dimpun..tensen aku...ntah manusia jenis apa...if my boyfriend..i dun mind..becoz he was a part of my family...but datz stupid is strangers...damn..I really hate it...shit...aku x tahan lagi..I cant take this anymore..bial gik nya mok berambus dari rumah tok????????????????

Am I Pregnant???!!

God,
Forgive our sin and spare us...Maybe this is lesson for us..But we didnt mean to do this..
We just love each other but its all about our parent...
God,
Forgive me if I have to choose to abort your give to us..But deep inside my heart I really want your give to us..
But we dont have any choice..Now, we just have you Dear Lord, to spare and forgive our sin..
God,
Im really sinned..Forgive me..Please forgive me because I have to abort ur give to us..Forgive me dear God..
I know u are the one who full of kindness, forgiveness love and caring...God..I have nothing to say..

I'm Not Scare anymore..and I will hunt u Down Biatch...

What am I feeling now??? Revenge??Anger??Sad??? Yeah...All of this feeling is on my mind..But right now I feel so sad...Why??? I tot this I wouldnt cry again but I just did it again..I never tot he was being rough with me..I dont know why???He hates me maybe..Fed up??Maybe...I dont know..I just want him to wake up but not to disturb..but why must be so rough..O Dear God...is this the end of this???I really didnt meant to disturb..I just want him to take bath..thats all..Hurmmm...its really making me sad...

 Anger....
What am I angry about??It still that slutty girl I really hate for whole of my life..KATT...
U really pissed me off biatch..n I will hunt u down n i'll make sure u'll regret about the games u have start..
U want to play games??Lets play..I'll make sure u die in my hand...Im samurai girl BIATCH...SHit damn biatch...U want piece of me..Now I give u..then I will destroy ur life more than u disturb my life..and I dont want to forget every my writing I would like say 'FUCK U SIAL BIATCH KETING KATT'..

Seriously, I really want to cut your body into pieces Katt..I really want to kill u..but im not gonna kill ur body but im gonna kill ur mind...Watch ur back biatch...Im not scare anymore..now i will play ur games...n once again 'FUCK U n FUCK U again'....

Lastly...I hope I can have a better life..God..Help n guide me..Bless us and Thank you for your protection...Amen..

Now I am the one who hurt the most....I hate U so much katt...

Yeah..from the bottom of my heart...

.rite now i am the one who hurt most because I was there when he chatting with dat whore..how my heart broken...God..why they cant stop each other??sister konon...go to hell la with sister...I dont know why that slutty whore never think wat that person gf/bf feel when her act that way..In my heart..I really want to kill dat fuckin' KATT...I hate KATT with all my life..I will hate her...My heart will sing fuck u owez just for KATT SLUTTY WHORE..I can desribe anymore how much I hate this girl....

                      I LOVE TO HATE A GIRL NAMED KATT A.K.A KETING GATAL

                               
                                           AND I LIKE TO SAY FUCK YOU KATT SIAL...

                   THEN MY MIDDLE FINGER ALWAYS POINT AT U...KETING KATT...

                       I GUESS THIS KID ALSO HATE SLUT LIKE U...MURAHAN.......

                 I WANT TO SCREAM MY STRESSED OUT BECAUSE OF SLUT LIKE U..
            AND I WANT WHOLE WORLD KNOW I HATE YOU KATT KETING GATAL...

hurmmm..i think i can stand it now..gudnite...

Wat HappeN oN MarCh....

the biggest tragedy on March was Tsunami at Japan on 11 march 2011... talking about tsunami...its make my heart beaten faster...and I really scared...because it was one of the sign of Judgement Day...I know I was full of sin...God, please spare me for all my sin so that people in the world...especially my family...Amen...

hurmmm...I'm just healed from flu and coughing...Thanks God coz heard my prayer..Amen...
on March also my dad has came back from oversea...on march also my little kitty gave birth 5 kittens...(4 march)...there is many things happen on march...

Now I'm going to talking about my feeling...thinking of my stepbrother...hermmm..i don't know whether I hate him or not..sometimes when i was sitting alone n looking back into what have he been through..i feel pity to him..but when i heard n saw him over the limit i feel angry..God...I hope he can have a better life..I'm sorry God because talking bad about him with my mom..I know my mom stress too because this things really hurt her as my dad wife...I don't know..but I don't want to hate him too much...I just don't like him not hate him...

Just now I'm damn angry because I saw that slut girl who named Katt make a new profile on fb then she still into my bf..this is totally spoiled me and make me angry to death..I don't know why cant they stop adding each other and try to find a way to contact each other..oh God..I really hate this part..I'm gonna kill this stupid slutty whore...what makes  me really sad is why my bf still want to backup her..this is really tears my heart into million of pieces...I wish I can kill that slutty whore Katt....such a annoying name..

arrrggghhhhhhhhhhhhh/.....I HATE GIRL NAMED KATT....FUCK YOU...I HATE U....GOD,FORGIVE ME FOR HATING THIS GIRL...

Tomorrow got practical exam on PLC subject..God bless me for tomorrow..Amen..this week..every single day I will faces many exam..hurmmm....what can I do....

sUch a lOnELy DAy..

What an empty day without him..hurmmmm...Cant wait to see him again..What more can I say..really missing him right now...and i really hate feeling lonely...Plus..I have assignment behind me wait for me to finish them..but I feel so lazy for doing all this clean up job n stdy during weekend..OMG..wat happen to me...This is really make me worry about my coming final exam...O Lord God...Help me...pour me some hardworking attitude so I can improve my result this semester...Help me God...

LONeLy...I'm HERe wIthOut U baby...Gosh..how this life without him by my side...I cant stand a day without him..O Gosh...wat kind of person am I...damn...I dun to be like that because I dun want other people will think I was controlling him...

Yeah...Tomorrow will come..can wait to hug him...really miss his kiss n hugging...Miss u damn much dear..Its hard also when my bestfriend not around same as my hubby also...there is no colour in my world..Just a bore day..hurmmm...But..I hope tomorrow he will arrive early at Kuching..God...please bless his journey tomorrow...

Only God knows how much I miss u darl...hurmmm...If I have a kids with u maybe Im not missing u this much..hehehe...Im dreaming again...hahahaha....Dreaming having kids with this guy (JUSTINDASS)...hahahha...what a high dream...

hahahha...never finish dreaming..hahahaha...its okay...as my will is good..hahahha...Thats all for this lonely day..want to finish my medal of honor...uhuhuhuhu

Whazzup...

I duuno y i need to create this blog but i cant help myself to not create it...because right now I really need places to rest my brain..

What am I thinking bout???

The most thing that owez n keep flyin in my mind was my hubby..the person that I really love..really adore..really care about...easy to say..I MISS HIM A LOT>>VERY DAMN MUCH...but my mind said that he never ever miss me either...I dont care...but im sad if that was really true...I really scare a.k.a afraid if this time or at this condition he make decision to leave or to give up with our relationship BCOZ im so death really in LUV with this guy..how can I survive without him???even 1 hour, i cant be apart with him...damn..what am I? which planet i came from...???

Sumtimes, i dunno how to express my luv for him..but honestly..from day to day,..i cant feel his love anymore..and it makes me sad n keep wondering is it true what am i thinking..Dear God..please keep us together forever...!

Unfortunately, my eyes still cant sleep..n i must force it to sleep bcoz i got class tomolo...k..gudnite..