Am I Pregnant???!!

God,
Forgive our sin and spare us...Maybe this is lesson for us..But we didnt mean to do this..
We just love each other but its all about our parent...
God,
Forgive me if I have to choose to abort your give to us..But deep inside my heart I really want your give to us..
But we dont have any choice..Now, we just have you Dear Lord, to spare and forgive our sin..
God,
Im really sinned..Forgive me..Please forgive me because I have to abort ur give to us..Forgive me dear God..
I know u are the one who full of kindness, forgiveness love and caring...God..I have nothing to say..