Whazzup...

I duuno y i need to create this blog but i cant help myself to not create it...because right now I really need places to rest my brain..

What am I thinking bout???

The most thing that owez n keep flyin in my mind was my hubby..the person that I really love..really adore..really care about...easy to say..I MISS HIM A LOT>>VERY DAMN MUCH...but my mind said that he never ever miss me either...I dont care...but im sad if that was really true...I really scare a.k.a afraid if this time or at this condition he make decision to leave or to give up with our relationship BCOZ im so death really in LUV with this guy..how can I survive without him???even 1 hour, i cant be apart with him...damn..what am I? which planet i came from...???

Sumtimes, i dunno how to express my luv for him..but honestly..from day to day,..i cant feel his love anymore..and it makes me sad n keep wondering is it true what am i thinking..Dear God..please keep us together forever...!

Unfortunately, my eyes still cant sleep..n i must force it to sleep bcoz i got class tomolo...k..gudnite..