AnGrY...ConfuSed...MigRaiN..

Wat a mess...n its so dispointed when i found out he now dare to join money thing..i dun noe how money can control anything..n i dun noe who influence him..?n im not gonna support him by doing this crap thing..it is impossible for money  to come that easy..Dear God,help me..please stop him...im not trying to force him not to do that thing..i just can see n hear wat happen n want to see is it that money can come n appear easy..that all was LAUT culture..


Why am AngRY????
I was angry because there is a sluty whore name Nabila HUmaira o sumthing..n this kimak little keting girl name katt katt so obses with him..My God..what should I do?I really can handle this thing because this so sensitive to me..n I will hate this 2 girls forever in my heart..Forgive me dear God..i never meant to but i cant control this human feeling..wat more can i say God..this is all about my confession n my feeling that makes me feeling like shit...I really love this guy..n I cant see o hear any girl try to woo with him..feel like im want to kill that girl..why girls a day chasing others boyfriends???I really dun understand..n I hate this style..besides they will use anything to get him..maybe sumday we will use witch/wizard way..n I dun noe wat to do..just sitting there n try to carry on my life..!OMG..i cant imagine it..it really hurt..!


Why am I confuse?
I dun noe is my bestfriend feel about me now..its all about AKJ..its look like she was really dissapointed because of her last result..im writing this not to stab her o wat..this is not about hate..this is all about friendship support..I can see a lil bit unsatisfy in her eyes n i dun dare to hurt her if i was asking her...if her in  my place..im very damn happy because no need to go to stage..I HAte stage very much..n I also doesnt expect my result that time..why im saying she was unsatisfy? Coz she always mention that she almost AKJ same as us..She just like cant accept this moment...im not blaming on her..that natural human feeling..n i never meant to compete with anyone especially my bestfriend...im really feel sorry...this part look like gonna hurt her feeling but she try not to show me..but i can see through her eyes...I noe she dun want to ruin our friendship because of that natural human feeling..but I hope this semester we can achieve n success...I hope there is no jelousy..no unsatisfy...n Thanks God coz owez bless my family...