Its all about a little girl dreams...

I'm writing again in this blog because I want to recall my dreams future lifes..I dont know how to start but let me share about my day...yeah..today is friday...our class cancel..What a good news to us...hahahha...n my machine labsheet also have to delay be in Mr.Bad peagent hold..hahaha..sorry Mr.Bad...Feel very lazy n have to delay submit ur work..hahaha..Whatever...I have a great day today with my bestfriends..Thanks ther for brigthen my day..Last night i'm in a bad mood because of my hubby...But what more can I say..Its boy/men..Just leave it to God..But today evening we had heart to heart talk..Thanks God because bless this relationship..n thanks God because our conversation done well n he can accept my words..As long as it settle..I dont mind..About trusting him..hurm..hard for me to trust him again...Just because he ever cheating on me..When I recall that memory..Its hurt..N I wonder why...Why I can forgive him that easily??N my heart answer..Because the power of love...

Talking about love...hurmm...

when talking bout love...I suddenly think about marriage...Can I get married with him??My heart always say NO because his mom doesnt like me..n Im not her favourite..I know..I dont know how to suck up his mother..I just can be myself..I just cant be hypocrite..n If this is our destiny..I'll leave it to God..because Marriage needs bless from both of our sides..But in the beginning there is many things we have to face..Hurmm..thats why when my friends ask about married I just can smile n pretend that question fly like a wind..BUt God..I really love this guy..Give us a strength to faces this challenge..Please change their heart n open their mind n heart to bless this relationship GOd..I hope so...

Back to dream...
Sumtimes..when I was sitting or lying alone..I was start to dreaming...Dreaming about future lifes..Dreams bout my future family..hehehe..its nice to be a wife n mother..but its hard to manage children...Sumtimes I feel want to getting married at this age..but getting married is not simple n easy I was dream because I know my dad will kill me..n to get married need money to celebrate it..because I want to be beautiful on my wedding day..n I want to get photoshoot with my groom..hahaha..what a dreams..hahaha..I wish I could be a beautiful bride during my wedding day..I want have a great family n beautiful family..with all of people bless... I really want to get a beautiful wedding dress... I really in love with marriage things such as rings..dress..receptions..oww Gosh...

                                       My wedding rings..hahahha....

     My future wedding dress...I will find this wedding dress when my day is come later..hehehe..cant wait for it...

     This is my dream house..not to big but must comfortable..hehhehe..demand huh..hahaha..

Thats all for today..hahaha..thanks blog because hear my nonsense..hehhehe..