I'm so damn pissed off...

Yeah..today im damn pissed off...because I've found out my BF still contact that sLut behind me...why i said he doing this behind me??????BECAUSE HE HIDE ALL HIS HISTORY WHEN HE COMMENT WITH THAT GIRL..OMG..my heart really broke..there is many hidden things behind my back??why??God...my body still shaking because I really cant control my anger...WHY IS THIS MUST HAPPEN BEHIND MY BACK???WHY???BECAUSE I REALLY HATE THAT SLUT N HE FOUND OUT I HATE THAT KETING BIATCH GIRL..OMG...I wanna tell whole world..that I really HATE a GIRL named KAT KATT...I dunno her full name..but God forgive me coz hating my enemy..but really I cant control my hatred...I'm damn anger right now...n I feel dun want to see my BF faces again..but I hate my feeling..I duuno...I dont care who that girl to him but what I want is...I dont want that girl n hear that fucking name..O God...OMG...Im really messed up...I cant stop to curse that girl with my words..God forgive me..Because from their reaction i can feel there is girl feeling from that fucking slutty whore..OMG...I really cant accept this..damnit...this is really pissed me off..I really cant accept if sum1 cheating on back or lie behind my back...but this is recently happen..17 Feb..wow...im knowing nothing that time..im so fool..GREAT..EXCELLENT JOB DEAR..U'RE THE BEST ACTOR N THE BEST LIAR..THANK U..God..I feel I want to give up in this relationship..I really love this guy..but this time he dare to cheats on me..O God..I really can accept it...I dont think he really want me if this is happen right now...If u really like her, i'll let u go..n U can be with that KAT KATT forever..i'll make sure u'll happy with your choice..n I will never let myself hurt again...If that her u cant stop to meet or contact..thats mean u'll really love her more than me because u'll sacrifice yourself for being with this girl...Whatever relationship between of you..why that name cant go away from your life ba????Is her more important to u than me??OMG..again...Im really hurt...This really bad...I never doing this behind his back..but why he doing all this n is all because off that slut..he can removes his comment history so that I cant see o detect...BRILLIANT...I just cant say any word again..what more can I say???maybe I should shut up n give a hypocrite smile to him..damnit....I really want shout this to the whole world...FUCK YOU BIATCH KAT KATT..I WILL HATE YOU UNTIL THE DAY I DIE..I WILL HATE YOU..FUCK YOU..N FUCK YOU AGAIN N AGAIN..I WILL HATE YOU UNTIL MY LAST BREATH...n for u my dear..I HOPE U STOP DOING SOMETHING LIKE THIS BEHIND MY BACK..I AM REALLY DONT LIKE IT...MAYBE YOU SEACRHING FOR THE RIGHT GIRL TO BE UR WIFE RIGHT NOW..N I DONT MIND IF PICK KAT KATT..GOOD LUCK WITH THAT...n I'LL ALWAYS LOVE U...BEHIND UR BACK...BECAUSE NOW EVERYTHING IS HAPPEN BEHIND OUR BACK RIGHT..U'VE MAKE UR CHOICE SO I'LL HELP U TO MAKE IT SUCCESS...